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seriously, I HATE PW! ok, enuf complaining... need start work on WR... DAMN, i dun noe how to put e info of my strategy nicely in the wr... must have some nice nice format... n i haven do zuo wen :/ crap...

IDK how do zuo wen... crap... no inspiration... wr no inspiration, zuo wen oso no inspiration...

math was boring... mdm leong's teaching kinda slow... or maybe its cuz i'm fast? anw, need accomodate other students oso, so shuldn't complain... at least i have time to commit e info to memory... haiz, realli regret not working hard for O lvls... but on e other hand, it may not be such a bad thing after all. idk... time will tell...

i dun noe why, today felt like remembering all e past events... sad thing is i dun rmbr a single thing... not a single thing... haiz, is it really cuz i mug too much, den my brain subconciously deleted all my memories? i realli don't know... i suddenly feel like i am empty soul... i have no past, only the present... and soon the present will become the past, and it will be forgotten... truth be told, i cannot rmbr alot of my past... even sec 4 memories seem to be vanishing... wtf is wrng wif me?! i cannot live like this... if i cannot rmbr my much of my past, i will want to rmbr now, the present. i want to forge memories that can last me a lifetime...

ok, enough digressing... idk y this post feels kinda emo... maybe i feeling a bit emo today... cant be, i felt fine today... man, my brain is really screwed up... i feel that i am losing control of all my emotions... have i suppressed them for too long? was the row wif my mother a trigger factor of wat is happening now?? or is it the promos that are drawing nearer every single day? cant be, i prepared consistently ever since e wake up call from CTs... so wat is driving me to insanity?

a calm surface may conceal troubled waters... i think that's e best analogy to describe my current situation... lol, sounds alot like lit... maybe i shuldn't have given it up in e first place... nah, lit is definitely not my cup of tea...

lucky today end early... if not no time do work :/

ok, spent enough time blogging... time to go back to work on WR. man, seriously, seriously hate pw... time wasting piece of sh*t. i'm just pissed why is there pw in e first place? anw, lucky jc onli have 1 pw. poly have loads lols.

till next tym :/
Clemence at 3:19 PM