wow, time really flies...

hols are already over... :/

promos are coming nearer day by day...

time works in a funny way...

the more you want it to stop,

the faster it will go

the more you want it to go,

the slower it will crawl

time is such a funny thing...

but one thing is for sure, time waits for no man

preparing for the promos is a race against time...

when you race against time,

you will lose time...

(ok kinda no link)

at least for now, i have time to make up for lost time...

till next time...
Clemence at 6:43 PM

ok, the title is kinda random... but ytd 09/09/09, one of the snsd members, Tiffany, actually went online onto the forum!

i had to pass my comp over to my bro who wants to use it, and i found out today that she went online arnd 10 mins after i logged out :'(

yea, n after reading the new thread, i found out that ppl hu were online were spazzing abt her being online... damn jealous...

haiz... nvm there's always another time... hopefully...

till next time...
Clemence at 8:35 PM

ok, 3rd day of hols... basically these few days are like just S&S. S&S stands for studying and sleeping. yea...

ok, so basically, i just study all morning, take a short nap in e afternoon, den continue studying again. yea, dat's abt it. study, sleep, study, sleep, study, sleep...

ok, i figured that this holiday is going to be wasted on S&S only. maybe i should just get rid of the sleeping part? o.O that might make it even more productive... nah, i dun think so...

oh yea, forgot to include all e other stuff like eating, drinking, etc., etc. but basically the bulk of my time is spent on S&S... man, i realli no life... ok, sometimes call ppl, or sms ppl while studying! lol.

yea, basically this holiday is going to be gone soon... and its kinda no life... better get all the S&S i can b4 e promos... must ace the promos so need more of Studying to brush up my knowledge, and Sleeping to recharge... yup... chiong S&S :D

till next tym, for now, imma going back to the S&S-ing cycle... :/

p.s. i'll be changing e blogskin after promos. black is too depressing for me right now :x
Clemence at 8:14 PM

for those wondering wad is e bgm (background music), go under misc to see. e tagboard is dere as well, so just tag :D n for those hu dunno who SNSD is, they are a korean girl band. oh yea, they are all very pretty!!! *drools* go see their mvs n u will noe XD

i find their music very nice, even my blog's bgm is one of their songs :D

feeling kinda sad cuz cant find my bio tutorial 18 n 19 :/ can anyone lend me photocopy? or maybe i shuld look again, cuz they might turn up again :D hopefully they turn up soon...

ok, just did my math tutorial... onli e assignment portion... lazy to do e rest... hopefully sometime during e holiday i might go do the revision package for math haha. oh yea, oso got chem revision package :/

chinese got lots to do... haiz, i noe i said dis many times, but i really regret not doing well for my hcl in sec sch :/ wats done cannot be undone liao wad... must faster chiong chinese, den next year no need take chinese liao :D

not that i dun like chinese, i just erm... idk how to say it lol. oh yea, is sian of chinese liao. yea, cuz i tot i culd say BB to chinese den still need study one more year... GRRR! so angry at myself. haha (:

taking a break now cuz brain cannot function properly liao... now need relax abit, cannot be chionging all e tym wad, very unproductive in e long run...

ok, time to search for more music vids of snsd on youtube. :P

till next tym :D
Clemence at 4:32 PM

always look on e bright side of life :D

holidays are here, better than no holiday at all :D

even though its just 1 week, better than nothing :D

even though there are lessons, it is still a break :D

even though got alot of work, got time to do :D

ok, happy holidays! :D
Clemence at 8:00 PM

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seriously, I HATE PW! ok, enuf complaining... need start work on WR... DAMN, i dun noe how to put e info of my strategy nicely in the wr... must have some nice nice format... n i haven do zuo wen :/ crap...

IDK how do zuo wen... crap... no inspiration... wr no inspiration, zuo wen oso no inspiration...

math was boring... mdm leong's teaching kinda slow... or maybe its cuz i'm fast? anw, need accomodate other students oso, so shuldn't complain... at least i have time to commit e info to memory... haiz, realli regret not working hard for O lvls... but on e other hand, it may not be such a bad thing after all. idk... time will tell...

i dun noe why, today felt like remembering all e past events... sad thing is i dun rmbr a single thing... not a single thing... haiz, is it really cuz i mug too much, den my brain subconciously deleted all my memories? i realli don't know... i suddenly feel like i am empty soul... i have no past, only the present... and soon the present will become the past, and it will be forgotten... truth be told, i cannot rmbr alot of my past... even sec 4 memories seem to be vanishing... wtf is wrng wif me?! i cannot live like this... if i cannot rmbr my much of my past, i will want to rmbr now, the present. i want to forge memories that can last me a lifetime...

ok, enough digressing... idk y this post feels kinda emo... maybe i feeling a bit emo today... cant be, i felt fine today... man, my brain is really screwed up... i feel that i am losing control of all my emotions... have i suppressed them for too long? was the row wif my mother a trigger factor of wat is happening now?? or is it the promos that are drawing nearer every single day? cant be, i prepared consistently ever since e wake up call from CTs... so wat is driving me to insanity?

a calm surface may conceal troubled waters... i think that's e best analogy to describe my current situation... lol, sounds alot like lit... maybe i shuldn't have given it up in e first place... nah, lit is definitely not my cup of tea...

lucky today end early... if not no time do work :/

ok, spent enough time blogging... time to go back to work on WR. man, seriously, seriously hate pw... time wasting piece of sh*t. i'm just pissed why is there pw in e first place? anw, lucky jc onli have 1 pw. poly have loads lols.

till next tym :/
Clemence at 3:19 PM

hmmm, today's teachers' day...

tot maybe i'll make a dedication to some of e teachers that made a tremendous impact on my life...

To my sec sch teachers:

Mama Chong: thank you for teaching me math, n forcing us to do all e tys n everything. its really paying off in jc, especially now teaching differentiation. i'm realli surprised that i can remember most of e stuff. oh yea, u are one of the best teachers i ever had :)

Mdm Neo: thx for teaching me geog. although i m not taking geog now, u have taught me many other things. n i have not and will never repeat the same BIG mistake i made before...

Mr Ng (黄老师): 谢谢您教了我两年的华文。帮我打好基础。我现在JC里还得修读华文，实话说，我认为H1华文比高级华文容易多了。:D

To my pri sch teachers:

i cant really remeber all of you, but the thing is you all have made significant impact on my life in one way or another, so i will still like to say a BIG thank you to all, and happy teachers' day! :D

ytd was celebration for teachers' day. didnt really want to go to sch cuz got aces day :/ anw realli kinda unwilling to go cuz i wanted go back sec sch... so at e end of e concert i just chiong to amk. den met up wif my some of my sec sch frens frm 4/1. ok, had lunch at some jap cafe in amk hub... damn ex >.< so anw, we later wanted go pool, unfortunately its full... so we hung arnd, den went to arcade afterwards. saw more frens frm my class (i tot dis was supposed to be a class outing? O.o), den they went off watch move, but i didnt cuz meeting pri sch frens :)

ok, so went 2 find yc at tpy. he was dere like damn loner, waiting alone, eating choc! lucky he standing outside e station if not kena $30 fine lols. ok, den shermaine n hee ai joined us, den we heck care went to orchard liao. we went swensens :D dere e food quite nice, although we didnt go for e buffet hahaha. so its kinda waste tym go dere? anw, we had to wait v. long for all e ppl to come... maybe yc u nxt tym say e time is earlier la, so no need wait so long haha.

after dinner, we hung arnd, dunno whr to go. in e end go pool at dhoby. den play pool, v. fun. :D play until arnd 10.40 den i zao 1st, cuz realli tired. lost my way back 2 e mrt... but found my way in e end. i didnt realise so late still got so many ppl, cuz dere were no seats on e mrt o.o

smsed a few ppl on e mrt, if not i really will fall asleep, STANDING! lol. i reali damn tired wad haha.

dis morn woke up arnd 10... den just watched a bit of tv, den ownself mug at home... cant find anyone for mugging session... or maybe i just lazy organise? :0 idk, most prob is lazy haha :D

yea, so that's all for this post. i noe realli kinda long-winded... my tagboard is still kinda dead... approx 20+ days mre to start of promos... >.<>_<

till next time...
Clemence at 9:03 PM