haiz...

results are back... i got 71 rank points... :/

i don't think that's good enuf...

not much reaction from my parents... i onli got an "okay" from them...

i also didn't meet my expectations...

some people will think getting 70 or more rank pts is zai, but somehow i dun feel its right...

had a big row wif my mother last night... :(

lost control...

i regret that...

i really do... :'(

e situation is better now, but somehow i feel empty inside...

a calm surface of an ocean, may hide strong currents beneath...

it is e same wif me...

things may seem better, i'm still confused...

i wont cut to relieve my emotions...

cutting is for noobs...

i wont sink to dat lvl...

must control myself...

i must...

i have to...
Clemence at 5:08 PM