lol, random post...

since today's halloween, Happy Halloween!!!

lol, very bo liao...

posting for the sake of posting lols?

its raining now...

man, the weather is damn weird these days. one moment the weather can be sweltering hot, the next moment, a heavy downpour... side-effects of global warming??? in any case i hope that s'pore doesnt get submerged in my lifetime...

ok, mugged for chinese, chinese and more chinese... 'A' Level chinese on monday... i'm really wishing that i had passed my higher chinese during 'O' levels la... haiz... sian, i'm whining again... wth...

think of happy things... watched mucore today... didn't catch all of it though... saw some random bands which i didn't noe e names... got 1 song called horrow show lol, really fits the halloween theme :P oh yea, ss501 was performing love like this on mucore as well.

yep... till next time then... man, my blog is seriously damn boring hahaha!
Clemence at 7:29 PM

a short summary on the weekdays of the previous week:

basically its just lessons, lessons n more lessons... completely no time for slacking D: maybe got a bit la haha, but still not much.

ok, my weekend plans was "foiled" when i needed to help my dad with sales on sat at alexandra hospital. lol, i didnt noe SA ppl were doing cip for e same event. yep, met classmates: felicia n lixia, n some cca mates: kunyi, ziye n ruowen.

ok, actually i didnt regret helping my dad out, cuz i got some contacts from the physio department of AH. hmm, i maybe applying for additional attachments besides my work-shadowing, anw mre exposure is good right? haha, i feel so proud tat i can change e situation to my own advantage and get benefits :D

ok, today i overslept. woke up at arnd 10.30 dis morning haha. n spent the day studying chinese... chinese a levels coming liao so must chiong! i dun wan take chinese for another year D: really waste time :x not that i dun like chinese, but i wuld prefer using the time to study other subs next year wad... esp my econs...

and oh yea, i edited my skin again :D it looks much bigger cuz i tampered with e base codes, for best viewing, view it at resolution 1280 x 1024 or larger. hmmm, although i still havent finish cropping out their individual pics... :/

realised that i'm just randomly crapping haha... sad that soompi has yet to list down the weekly music rankings... argh... nvm, tmr then check :D

ok, that's all for now. till next time.
Clemence at 7:33 PM

ok, i got back my promo results ytd...



feeling a bit sian now...



here are the results:



GP - D

H1 Chi - B

H2 Math - B

H2 Bio - B

H2 Chem - C

H1 Econs - D



that's all for now :/
Clemence at 6:17 PM

ok, i'm really fed up wif my blogskin's colour of black, so i decided to make it predominantly white :D

it really brightens up every thing :D

the new bgm is Chocolate Love, just launched today. its for a cf snsd is doing, lg launched a new chocolate phone!!!

ok, today's really screwed up... need chiong like siao for OP workshop tmr :/

ahh, nvm abt that, this post is mainly to say i've re-edited the skin :D

so proud of myself :)

till next time!
Clemence at 9:21 PM

haha, i'm so happy to find out that my skin can be customised to put any pic i want :D

changed the pics to my fav SNSD members! :D

k that's all for now. lazy make long post hahaha
Clemence at 9:52 PM

wow, time really flies...

hols are already over... :/

promos are coming nearer day by day...

time works in a funny way...

the more you want it to stop,

the faster it will go

the more you want it to go,

the slower it will crawl

time is such a funny thing...

but one thing is for sure, time waits for no man

preparing for the promos is a race against time...

when you race against time,

you will lose time...

(ok kinda no link)

at least for now, i have time to make up for lost time...

till next time...
Clemence at 6:43 PM

ok, the title is kinda random... but ytd 09/09/09, one of the snsd members, Tiffany, actually went online onto the forum!

i had to pass my comp over to my bro who wants to use it, and i found out today that she went online arnd 10 mins after i logged out :'(

yea, n after reading the new thread, i found out that ppl hu were online were spazzing abt her being online... damn jealous...

haiz... nvm there's always another time... hopefully...

till next time...
Clemence at 8:35 PM

ok, 3rd day of hols... basically these few days are like just S&S. S&S stands for studying and sleeping. yea...

ok, so basically, i just study all morning, take a short nap in e afternoon, den continue studying again. yea, dat's abt it. study, sleep, study, sleep, study, sleep...

ok, i figured that this holiday is going to be wasted on S&S only. maybe i should just get rid of the sleeping part? o.O that might make it even more productive... nah, i dun think so...

oh yea, forgot to include all e other stuff like eating, drinking, etc., etc. but basically the bulk of my time is spent on S&S... man, i realli no life... ok, sometimes call ppl, or sms ppl while studying! lol.

yea, basically this holiday is going to be gone soon... and its kinda no life... better get all the S&S i can b4 e promos... must ace the promos so need more of Studying to brush up my knowledge, and Sleeping to recharge... yup... chiong S&S :D

till next tym, for now, imma going back to the S&S-ing cycle... :/

p.s. i'll be changing e blogskin after promos. black is too depressing for me right now :x
Clemence at 8:14 PM

for those wondering wad is e bgm (background music), go under misc to see. e tagboard is dere as well, so just tag :D n for those hu dunno who SNSD is, they are a korean girl band. oh yea, they are all very pretty!!! *drools* go see their mvs n u will noe XD

i find their music very nice, even my blog's bgm is one of their songs :D

feeling kinda sad cuz cant find my bio tutorial 18 n 19 :/ can anyone lend me photocopy? or maybe i shuld look again, cuz they might turn up again :D hopefully they turn up soon...

ok, just did my math tutorial... onli e assignment portion... lazy to do e rest... hopefully sometime during e holiday i might go do the revision package for math haha. oh yea, oso got chem revision package :/

chinese got lots to do... haiz, i noe i said dis many times, but i really regret not doing well for my hcl in sec sch :/ wats done cannot be undone liao wad... must faster chiong chinese, den next year no need take chinese liao :D

not that i dun like chinese, i just erm... idk how to say it lol. oh yea, is sian of chinese liao. yea, cuz i tot i culd say BB to chinese den still need study one more year... GRRR! so angry at myself. haha (:

taking a break now cuz brain cannot function properly liao... now need relax abit, cannot be chionging all e tym wad, very unproductive in e long run...

ok, time to search for more music vids of snsd on youtube. :P

till next tym :D
Clemence at 4:32 PM

always look on e bright side of life :D

holidays are here, better than no holiday at all :D

even though its just 1 week, better than nothing :D

even though there are lessons, it is still a break :D

even though got alot of work, got time to do :D

ok, happy holidays! :D
Clemence at 8:00 PM

I HATE PW! I HATE PW! I HATE PW! I HATE PW! I HATE PW! I HATE PW! I HATE PW! I HATE PW! I HATE PW! I HATE PW! I HATE PW! I HATE PW! I HATE PW! I HATE PW! I HATE PW! I HATE PW! I HATE PW! I HATE PW! I HATE PW! I HATE PW! I HATE PW! I HATE PW! I HATE PW! I HATE PW! I HATE PW! I HATE PW! I HATE PW! I HATE PW! I HATE PW! I HATE PW! I HATE PW! I HATE PW! I HATE PW! I HATE PW! I HATE PW! I HATE PW! I HATE PW! I HATE PW! I HATE PW! I HATE PW! I HATE PW! I HATE PW! I HATE PW! I HATE PW! I HATE PW! I HATE PW! I HATE PW! I HATE PW! I HATE PW! I HATE PW! I HATE PW! I HATE PW! I HATE PW! I HATE PW! I HATE PW! I HATE PW! I HATE PW! I HATE PW! I HATE PW! I HATE PW! I HATE PW! I HATE PW! I HATE PW! I HATE PW! I HATE PW! I HATE PW! I HATE PW!

seriously, I HATE PW! ok, enuf complaining... need start work on WR... DAMN, i dun noe how to put e info of my strategy nicely in the wr... must have some nice nice format... n i haven do zuo wen :/ crap...

IDK how do zuo wen... crap... no inspiration... wr no inspiration, zuo wen oso no inspiration...

math was boring... mdm leong's teaching kinda slow... or maybe its cuz i'm fast? anw, need accomodate other students oso, so shuldn't complain... at least i have time to commit e info to memory... haiz, realli regret not working hard for O lvls... but on e other hand, it may not be such a bad thing after all. idk... time will tell...

i dun noe why, today felt like remembering all e past events... sad thing is i dun rmbr a single thing... not a single thing... haiz, is it really cuz i mug too much, den my brain subconciously deleted all my memories? i realli don't know... i suddenly feel like i am empty soul... i have no past, only the present... and soon the present will become the past, and it will be forgotten... truth be told, i cannot rmbr alot of my past... even sec 4 memories seem to be vanishing... wtf is wrng wif me?! i cannot live like this... if i cannot rmbr my much of my past, i will want to rmbr now, the present. i want to forge memories that can last me a lifetime...

ok, enough digressing... idk y this post feels kinda emo... maybe i feeling a bit emo today... cant be, i felt fine today... man, my brain is really screwed up... i feel that i am losing control of all my emotions... have i suppressed them for too long? was the row wif my mother a trigger factor of wat is happening now?? or is it the promos that are drawing nearer every single day? cant be, i prepared consistently ever since e wake up call from CTs... so wat is driving me to insanity?

a calm surface may conceal troubled waters... i think that's e best analogy to describe my current situation... lol, sounds alot like lit... maybe i shuldn't have given it up in e first place... nah, lit is definitely not my cup of tea...

lucky today end early... if not no time do work :/

ok, spent enough time blogging... time to go back to work on WR. man, seriously, seriously hate pw... time wasting piece of sh*t. i'm just pissed why is there pw in e first place? anw, lucky jc onli have 1 pw. poly have loads lols.

till next tym :/
Clemence at 3:19 PM

hmmm, today's teachers' day...

tot maybe i'll make a dedication to some of e teachers that made a tremendous impact on my life...

To my sec sch teachers:

Mama Chong: thank you for teaching me math, n forcing us to do all e tys n everything. its really paying off in jc, especially now teaching differentiation. i'm realli surprised that i can remember most of e stuff. oh yea, u are one of the best teachers i ever had :)

Mdm Neo: thx for teaching me geog. although i m not taking geog now, u have taught me many other things. n i have not and will never repeat the same BIG mistake i made before...

Mr Ng (黄老师): 谢谢您教了我两年的华文。帮我打好基础。我现在JC里还得修读华文，实话说，我认为H1华文比高级华文容易多了。:D

To my pri sch teachers:

i cant really remeber all of you, but the thing is you all have made significant impact on my life in one way or another, so i will still like to say a BIG thank you to all, and happy teachers' day! :D

ytd was celebration for teachers' day. didnt really want to go to sch cuz got aces day :/ anw realli kinda unwilling to go cuz i wanted go back sec sch... so at e end of e concert i just chiong to amk. den met up wif my some of my sec sch frens frm 4/1. ok, had lunch at some jap cafe in amk hub... damn ex >.< so anw, we later wanted go pool, unfortunately its full... so we hung arnd, den went to arcade afterwards. saw more frens frm my class (i tot dis was supposed to be a class outing? O.o), den they went off watch move, but i didnt cuz meeting pri sch frens :)

ok, so went 2 find yc at tpy. he was dere like damn loner, waiting alone, eating choc! lucky he standing outside e station if not kena $30 fine lols. ok, den shermaine n hee ai joined us, den we heck care went to orchard liao. we went swensens :D dere e food quite nice, although we didnt go for e buffet hahaha. so its kinda waste tym go dere? anw, we had to wait v. long for all e ppl to come... maybe yc u nxt tym say e time is earlier la, so no need wait so long haha.

after dinner, we hung arnd, dunno whr to go. in e end go pool at dhoby. den play pool, v. fun. :D play until arnd 10.40 den i zao 1st, cuz realli tired. lost my way back 2 e mrt... but found my way in e end. i didnt realise so late still got so many ppl, cuz dere were no seats on e mrt o.o

smsed a few ppl on e mrt, if not i really will fall asleep, STANDING! lol. i reali damn tired wad haha.

dis morn woke up arnd 10... den just watched a bit of tv, den ownself mug at home... cant find anyone for mugging session... or maybe i just lazy organise? :0 idk, most prob is lazy haha :D

yea, so that's all for this post. i noe realli kinda long-winded... my tagboard is still kinda dead... approx 20+ days mre to start of promos... >.<>_<

till next time...
Clemence at 9:03 PM

ok, idk why, i just feel like blogging. :D

hmmm, today went to jolyn's place do pw. mandy n wen jin were dere oso.

ok, wenjin n i go chiong wr, but still haven think of a case study to link to e emergency...

stress lo, cuz if that one screw up, our wr will be damn crappy... starting completely no link at all :/

ok, let's see... not many people can link their fingers from e "no link" handsign, n those hu can must be good at linking things :) ok, abit no link here...

hopefully can think of something to link...

die,i still haven do e chinese zuo wen qn... sad, no inspiration yet... hmmm, bringing foolscap tmr, so if got inspiration den can write down and hand in :) hopefully i'll dream up a nice qn haha

ok, idk wad to say liao... things are better... wish i havne't crashed my other comp :/ no overclocking next time...

miss my faster comp... e one i using now quite slow... although still faster than school one haha...

still wishing that i havent crashed my other comp... oh well, maybe its better so i cant play so much game now haha. put more time for mugging :) i wan get mre than 75 rank pts for promos :)

its possible de, if i believe in myself :)

oh, if anyone wan mug wif me just call me or smth haha :)
Clemence at 9:39 PM

haiz...

results are back... i got 71 rank points... :/

i don't think that's good enuf...

not much reaction from my parents... i onli got an "okay" from them...

i also didn't meet my expectations...

some people will think getting 70 or more rank pts is zai, but somehow i dun feel its right...

had a big row wif my mother last night... :(

lost control...

i regret that...

i really do... :'(

e situation is better now, but somehow i feel empty inside...

a calm surface of an ocean, may hide strong currents beneath...

it is e same wif me...

things may seem better, i'm still confused...

i wont cut to relieve my emotions...

cutting is for noobs...

i wont sink to dat lvl...

must control myself...

i must...

i have to...
Clemence at 5:08 PM

haha, first time blogging in school lols... imma at e sch lib now using e comp here hahaha... basically now got break before OP workshop (i think goin 2 be damn waste time) which will last until 6.30 D:

yea, today end very late... sian, i still haven finish my eom for final submission... i wanna get EE for my eom lors... the 2nd draft was onli ME and high ME for GI and A&E respectively... :( its very very very sucky... MUST CHIONG FOR PW! RAWR!!!

ok, enuf whining... most of MSA results got back liao, except for GP n Econs...
Results are:
Bio - B
Chem - A
Math - A
Chinese - B

sad, got 2 Bs... 2 bads hahaha.... ok la, still not dat bad... chinese 1 mre mark den get A... so near yet so far... n bio msa screw up, so its expected de haha... ok, at least its not worse like D or E... always look on e bright side of life :D

its sad lor, cant play games in sch lib comp.... facebook oso kena blocked... kinda nth to do here, so just blog... anyway killing time wad so no harm :)

ok, i dunno how to continue liao haha, maybe i go mug since i'm in e library XD pls tag on my blog... my tagboard seems kinda dead o.O ironic for such an "active" blog hahaha ok, going surf net now, dun feel like mugging :x go home then mug hahaha.

that's all for now, till next time (:
Clemence at 2:47 PM

ok, a quick post. now very free nth to do so i just went on a mad linking spree to link my classmates hahaha. if wan get linked, pls tag ty!

ok, end of a super short post! (:
Clemence at 3:50 PM

ok, i cant believe my luck, two days in a row early dismissal :)

ok, so today had bio msa n chem spa... chem spa ar, not mock spa. the real thing... so today's chem spa was wow. at the end, the percentage error is like less than 1%? O.o guess i'm lucky haha :)

not e same wif bio msa... screwed up... last qn gone 7 marks... haiz... wad is done cannot be undone... sad la... unless i get full marks for mcq (which is highly unlikely), sayonara A for bio in MSA2...

this is my definition of the different grades (dun flame me for this, this is just for my own gauge, the standards i want to achieve):
A - acceptable
B - bad
C - crap
D - dung?
E - "exceeds expectation"
S - suck
U - unimaginable

ok so that's my view of me getting each grade... in short, i wanna get A for everything in promos! GYAHHH, chiong mug ar!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok, back to mugging. if not how get A lols... n thats the end of a very random post :) oh yea, blog is in inactive mode now, mayb 1 or 2 posts a week? idk hahaha, see if got time :)
Clemence at 3:42 PM

today had econs msa...

ok, in short, case study... no time do finish cuz i dun think i write fast enuf -.-

since my performance in the msa is liddat, i might as well stop blogging for e time being and concentrate on studying liaos...

the tagboard will still be up, n i may tag ocassionally, but basically this blog is half-dead until after promos...

ok, hibernation will now set in...
Clemence at 6:14 PM

wow, it was raining this morning. when i woke up, the weather is so nice and cool that i fell asleep again.

ok, i slept in until arnd 10 plus (wow new personal record) and i woke up feeling very stiff (too much sleep alrdy i think).

ok dun go into that liaos. today is just slack, slack n more slack. :) in fact i dun think i've done much work at all (unless its that i packed my bag? o.O). oh ya speaking of which, i m happy to say that it is washed very clean :) no ants remain in there le haha. next tym cannot put any candy inside my bag otherwise i forget then GG liao hahahaha

i mean like its very mafan to first empty the bag, den wash the bag, den dry the bag, den put the stuff back in the bag again. i guess its just a lesson learnt e hard way :/

ok i can slack today cuz i've done my work in e weekend liaos :) lets see what has been done:
chinese worksheet
maths functions assignment
maths inequalities assignment
a bit of filing :/
chem tutorial
bio tutorial

die, i just rmbred dat econs not done! OMG! nvm its not due so soon anw... is it? if any of my classmates see this pls clarify for me n sms me or smth? lols

hmmm, wad else happen today? oh yea, met kit for a lan session, played cs like siao haha. sad thing is we vs one-on-one (no one esle was playing cs T_T). oh yea b4 cs, we were like mapling for awhile, grats kit on reaching lvl 83 (wah, u realli chiong very fast leis, last month u were onli arnd lvl 40 plus) :)

ok, that's all that happened today until now (cuz most of e time spent sleeping...) maybe i shud go mug a bit later to revise... MSA is like so near liao n yet i still so slack... feel a bit guilty, especially when my CT results sucks :/ maybe a few questions on maths, n an essay on econs to revise will do. oh yea, since econs still got work i might as well just do some parts first, later got less to do :)

i just realised my tagboard kinda half-dead... maybe its cuz i'm too free? i srsly need reconsider how i spend my time... (seeing my falling grades) and oh still got that damn pw, next tym when got time must do i dun wan last min chiong again den no need sleep :/

that's it for today, one of the slackest days in jc life hahahaha
Clemence at 7:17 PM

i know they are not very well taken, but that's the best my cam can do :/ maybe next year will have better cam to take better pics :)









they still look kinda abstract to me lols :) ok that's all for today :)
Clemence at 10:23 PM

ok today's national day!

the long awaited nationl day! :)

lol, a bit hyper haha. ok dis morning some random thing happened to me. i was like taking out my work to do frm my bag n den i saw this cockroach flying out of my bag! n i was like OMG y is there a cockroach in my bag?! turns out i left some candy in my bag and forgot to clear it den got cockroach appear... there were also quite a lot of ants in there as well... its like a colony inside there or smth... luckily my worksheets nvr kena, however, saddly, my GC was inside the same compartment as the cockroach was, n i had to disinfect it... :/ oh in fact i had my bag washed lols now all my stuff are just lying arnd in my room, very messy... wish my bag faster dry den can put my stuff back in :)

since today's national day, i m in some NE mood today :) suddenly i rmbr e stuff abt s'pore n how s'pore became independent :) ok, s'pore was part of malaysia in 1963, den broke e merger on dis day in 1965. 44 years hav passed n here we are today, a rich and prosperous nation. :) so lucky to be born in singapore, a place of eternal summer :) it can get boring at times cuz too hot liao :/ ah nvm, can go snow city when free haha :) ok enuf crapping abt NE stuff liaos, although i feel that really despite s'pore's success, she can never become a utopia (a.k.a. a perfect world). in fact there is no such thing as a perfect world, or is there o.O

haha, enuf talk on s'pore's history. actually that is only a small part lols. for a super summarised version of s'pore's history, here's a youtube video:



ok all enjoy :) will be puting up some photos of tonight's fireworks :)
Clemence at 2:51 PM

yay!!! finally made the new blogskin :)

pls giv ur comments abt it :) constructive comment is always welcome

ok, if u're wondering what are all those things as the pics, they are pokemon lol :x
it might sound lame, but i m a pokemon fan :)

ok the five pokemon featured in my blog are umbreon, espeon, vaporeon, flareon, jolteon. they all evolved from the same pokemon eevee :) sadly didn't put any pics of it there, idk how fit it in... oh yea, eevee has also 2 other evolutions leafeon and glaceon. ok they are all different types, and hence can adapt to the enviroment they are at, making eevee very versatile...

so it's eevee's ability to adapt that amazes me, making it one of my favourite pokemon (although pikachu is e best to me) then i just realised its smth like natural selection (lol, digressing to bio here) that leads to evolution of species. survival of the fittest :)

yep, so that is the story behind my new blogskin as promised :)

1 mre day to National Day :) cant wait for the fireworks :)
till then :)
Clemence at 5:11 PM

this week, up till now is extremely draining... >.<

just today, there is alrdy mock chem spa...

pw is starting to take a toll on my body... my classmates seem to be falling sick one by one... ok, this sounds a bit like the harper's island show... no pun intended haha

ok, short summary of the week until now:

-chiong gp essay which is like long overdue

-chiong eom 2nd draft (i re-edited it 3 times before submitting it as the 2nd draft)

-just chionged wr draft last night (now very tired lols)

-gp test (mr randy keeps interrupting my chain of thought :x sry mr randy if u're seeing this)

-mock chem spa (titration :0 lucky can finish haha)

so that's abt it... nth realli special happened or wad so ever... at least this is all i can remeber in my sleep deprived state...

finally, i'll be starting on a new blogskin during this long national day weekend :)

happy birthday singapore! 44 years of independence and many more to come ! :)

*i just realised this post is quite short lol* :x
Clemence at 9:30 PM

Ok...

Today i had econs test n the question is like very weird... I was literally stunned there for like about half a min after seeing the question cuz what i've been mugging for is relevant but idk how apply it to e question :x

So, u might be wondering wad question is it, the part (a) is smth like explain how does production and consumption in Singapore result in inefficient allocation of resources. n part (b) is discuss methods of how S'pore govt might overcome these inefficiencies... S'pore context questions n i'm realli stunned... nvr expected this :x

Enuf abt e stupid econs test... hopefully still can pass... hope e marker mark me 0 cuz i like nvr link properly to e qn >.< oh ya n during the test i was like chiongin out all e points... it was like some sort of word diahorea cuz i just kept spamming n spamming all e econs until my hand spasm...

luckily over in 45 mins, but sadly didnt manage to complete it... :( maybe i shuld train my writing speed so can write faster. oh ya den gp oso can write more haha...

ok i noe this skin is kinda lame cuz i m just basically using the blogger template skin... budden no time make nice skin cuz got so much work >.< it sounds ironic that i still have time to blog...

ok larhs, back to revision cuz i dun wan last min mug like siao for promos, although it seems so far away... or maybe i go look for some nice skins... kay thats all for now :)
Clemence at 8:58 PM

okay, i have finally fixed the blog up. yime for some reflecting 2 do... my CT results could have been better of course... And my results are f**ked up to me cuz i noe dat i could have done much better >.<

dun start flaming me cuz of what i said... i noe i did better than others, but so what, the ultimate opponent is only urself... if u cant defeat urself, no one else can do it for u... so i must work much harder for my promos... hopefully i still can get h3 subjects :)

ok so for all those who are reading this post, go ahead, tag the tag board and leave ur link there if u want me to link u.

thats all for now... until next time...
Clemence at 9:38 PM

Hi all, this is a new blog that I have started. This will definately not be a repeat of the previous blog attempt that I have made. Meaning, I will not let it die this time :)

Kay, that's all for now until I think of what else to write to celebrate the birth of this blog. Do tag the tagboard for me to link you. Unless you don't want to get linked, don't tag. :P
Clemence at 5:42 PM